Health follow up

I had a check up the day before yesterday. T'was bad.....I thought my illness would be declining.Well, this is Life. I can do this.

My Father's 50th birthday

Today is my father's 50th birthday. But I can't be able to attend you know, I am in the city and my parents are in the country. Few weeks ago, I had so much in my mind for his birthday, I thought it would be realized. Well, then it's ok, I managed to give something for his birthday.

Papa, I wish you good health and more birthdays to come. I love you. :)

Bff, Villa Estrella and I love you so...

Napanood ko ang mga movie na ito under star cinema.Naku, napatulo talaga luha ko sa "and I love you so", romantic ang dating. Sa Bff naman, may halong comedy at tragedy- napaiyak din ako, sobra. And sa Villa naman,,talagang may misteryo ang villa na iyon ha, nakakakilabot , pero di naman masyado but nag enjoy talaga ako. Nadadagdagan naman ang mga bagay bagay sa utak ko. Napaisip na naman ako..Well, infairness and infairview.Sulit ang oras ko.hehehe


Hay naku, watch out ka talaga,minsan lang kasi ako mag blog ng mga movies. Nagustuhan ko kasi ang napanood ko. Napalabas ko tuloy ang mga luha ko. Eh, kasi naman naka karelate rin pala.Hay!!!Buhay nga naman parang Life....sometimes Minsan...at ano-anu pah!!


hmmm..And I love you so....grabe ang story, talagang maganda! d ko na lang e- elaborate masyado.panoorin nyo na lng..


sa BFF naman, talagang nakakaiyak at nakakatawa..The best talaga sila.hmm...biruin mo naman at nagkatagpo pa ang landas nila..ahahaha!!ayun!
Tingnan mo ba naman, talagang mga lalaking ito,,noon 'di ko pa masyado maintindihan kung bakit ganun ang bf kong impakto!I mean x-bf pala!Bakit kaya ganun ang mga lalaki.meron din naman mga babae na ganun pero mas grabe ang talent nang mga lalaking ito. Eh kasi naman, kahit ano pa ang gawin nila, lalaki pa rin sila. Unfair naman kasi.Ewan ko. kung pwidi lang sana burahin na lahat ang alaala kong 'yon. Kahit anong pilit kong pag intindi, hindi ko pa rin maintindihan kung bakit niya nagawa 'yon at kung bakit paulit ulit ko pa rin binabalik balikan ang impaktong 'yon sa kabila nang lahat. Hay naku sana nga dumating na ang araw na totally malimot ko na sya..eh kasi naman, naka ka miss din sya..ganito ba talaga??Hindi ko na rin gusto maghanap nang iba eh. kahit alam kong mayron na siyang iba.Ayoko na rin sagutin ang mga tawag niya.mangungumusta lang naman s'ya at sabihing miss na niya ako.masarap man paniwalaan pero alam ko namang wala sa isip niya 'yon eh..kasi naman ako ang laging nag i-initiate. Ayoko ko nang mag text o mag call sa kanya.Ayoko na sabihin ang mga katagang 'yon .Hindi naman kasi ako ina appreciate .Alam ko kasing substitute nalang ako sa feelings niya.Sabi niya kasi... ako ang bumitiw..Hindi ko naman siya binitiwan talaga.. inaway ko lang, ganun naman talaga kami for more than 3 years, minabuti nalang naming intindihin na malabong mangyari na maging kami ulit.Alam ko wala nang patutunguhan ang pagte text ko at pagtatawag tawag sa kanya, gusto ko mag move on.pero mahirap pala,madali lang bigkasin , napakahirap naman palang gawin.Actaully, pagod na ang mga mata ko sa kaiiyak , pagod na rin ang utak ko sa kaiisip kong pa'ano ba gawing tama uli. Pagod na talaga ako, pero bakit hindi parin natutong mapagod ang puso kong ito sa kaiibig sa isang tulad niya.Pwidi bang sa iba na lang,,Sinubukan ko, wala effect eh...ewan ko siguro nga time heals..hintay lang ako ha..

Ano bah??/asan na nga tayo??naku talagang irrelevant na yata..bahala na if sobrang spora nah.. ang life nga naman talaga ay drama..akala mo di masakit ha...indi mo kasi alam..



sige na nga..I close ko na ang usapang ito, masyado nang makalat eh, panoorin n'yo nalng , ho..

matulog na po ako..



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Yours truly

salary...yum yum.

Yes..!!I got my salary!!but before that, I have a story.

I was excited this afternoon to withdraw some coins.ahehee....Like I've told you, it must be another day for me.But whatta heck!the pin number she gave was incorrect!!I tried and tried!..good thing it wasn't captured.So I went to the cafe, I chatted her that the Pin was incorrect. I waited there for quite an hour a minute and a second.!..there you go!she was able to notice my call. She was "away" status at that time,so I called and called. I reported everything. She was shocked. She then called her bank. Later on she told me to wait 'coz she has to go the bank.Another 40 years of waiting. Finally, she gave me another two pins. I must try them.So I hurried to the nearest bank.It was incorrect again. I then, entered the other one. Tsanaaaaaaan! Gotcha!....whewwwwwwwwwww.


So, as expected just good for the credits and so on.....


I must sleep now....you know, I'm havin backaches again,, maybe because of the package I shouldered yesterday..huhuhuh!sooooo poooooooor...I hope it will be okay..

bye for now.








yours truly :)

Unlucky day!

I went to the post office today to get the package sent to me from my student in Korea. Just books and some korean foods mainly noodles (ramyun, gim, coffee , biscuits...etc..). When I was already there, I just noticed that I forgot to bring my ID,,,geeeeeeeee!!But then, I just went on, so, I tried to explain that i'm gonna using the books badly and drama so far.... You know, to reach the post office, I have two rides from my rented room. Goshhhh!And I still have to catch my 5 pm online class. It was my fault then, I didn't leave earlier..So nothing happens with my drama. I went back to get the Id. Ok...there I am ready with my Id. and the line was soooooooo busy. When I was about to get it, they told me that somebody has signed under my name. Thus, that someone claimed it!!Oh cannot be, well, not that bad. I got the package of course,..hmmm..kinda heavy??what's inside??Of course,..books..So I hurried home. and then, shucks!!!!the jeepney driver was caught!...the 5pm time is almost there!My student texted me..good she didn't call..I was really caught by the heavy traffic and the unlucky driver. Heller..I couldn't get a taxi coz I am really broke. So I was late. I apologized.

mmmm,,anyway, I'm looking forward to my salary tomorrow. Because she just told me the secret number today with her international card she's sending for me. I'm gonna use it to claim my salary every month..see?every month..so all the salary i'm getting is just good for the payment of all my credits..tsk tsk...budget..budget....


Well, I hope tomorrow is another day for me,..Of course it won't be unlucky!!

Bye for now.. I gotta fall. Godspeed!!


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yours truly ;)

Thank You

I AM THANKFUL:

FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.


FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.


FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.


FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM EMPLOYED.



FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE
BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.




FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE



FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.


FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS
WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH..




FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM WARM.


FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
WHO SINGS OFF KEY

BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN
CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

A tribute to Madam Cory Aquino

My heartfelt condolences to the Aquino family..



.....I have fought the good fight,
...........................I have finished the race,
....................................I have kept the faith..........

2 Timothy 4:71

August 01, 2009




I may not able to witness the significance she has brought to our beloved country, The Philippines but I know in my heart and in my soul, she deserves to be praised and be thanked. Thank You So Much, Madam Corazon Aquino, may your kindness be instilled in every minds of every individuals ,young or old; rich or poor that they may be able to appreciate the essence of being a leader and a good follower, we may had some lapses and that we may not be able to please everybody but let be your extra ordinary deed an abstract example to every Filipinos especially to those who are aiming to be a leader. That they may be able to help the country to its extent wellness and bring peace to everybody, to make another changes, face new challenges that'll bring to everlasting camaraderie and unity. And so, Together we stand divided we fall.


Please pray to our dearest God , Our Beloved Country, The Philippines.



You may Rest in Peace.


Thank You Once again.

sickly me

Mother texted me today,
............father is sick,
.....................brother has stomach upset again since last Friday. He has been always like that. I once brought him at the doctor's, they asked me to down pay 30k,where shall I get that kind of amount? Actually,they hypothesized that it could be a kidney problem or an appendicitis. So, to be diagnosed well, they will find it out . But they asked me for that kind of amount. I admit , I don't have any savings at all. My parents have none , too. Well, honestly, I am not belong to a well -off family. I am just ordinary.I am trying my best as an elder sister but I can't make it all. I wanted to send my siblings in college like me,,But I can't . It so hard for me. You know when the rundown life hits us. It's so confusing. What should I do,, I am running out of savings now. You'll ask me why?It is because, I too has a certain kind of illness. I don't like to open this now, but I can't help it anymore.
....I am sick ,too.. dju see???I am so sickly..

cheeSY?

" I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer."
- anonymous-


" I had rather have a fool make me merry, than experience makes me sad.
-William Shakespeare-


" There is no sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy."
- Dank-

"I miss you"

I miss taking a walk with you,
the sweet crazy songs you would often sing
as we tread those noisy streets.
The old and corny jokes you frequently crack
as we passed by those soundless roads.
The warm and soft hands that holds me
as we passed our way in those darkened paths.
I just missed you.
I only missed you
And I will miss you.
But I don't want to walk with you again.
NEVER!!

Actually, I was just inspired by this masterpiece of a certain blogger,,perhaps a poem..Yeah, I can still remember, this is a poem, I just couldn't afford to write them down all in my old notebook. I was at work at that time when I was browsing the net and I found his blog. I can really relate the above's line that's why I managed to jot them down. Only that, I forgot to save his blog's pseudonym.

My apologize to you, but promise, I will be searchin' it all over again.

A tribute to my everdearest Grandpa..

.......I have fought the good fight,
...........................I have finished the race,
....................................I have kept the faith..........



2 Timothy 4:71





rest in peace my lolo


I Love YOu..


April 14,2009

worth it..

Actually,the piece that follows isn't really mine, though I'm getting it now in my old notebook. It's just that I used to ambiguate so as to have a clear , intelligible and comprehensible meaning of the significance of a certain knowledge. And now,,as I am scanning, it made me think,,.Why not trying to gather them all together in one setting and see if YOU comprehend too, the way they convey.


So, if you think it was your masterpiece...email me at once and that I can give you credit.:)

^^^ When it comes to love, it's hard to know if you have the right one...many promises have been made but still lovers weep and left in sorrow...why? because words can't immortalize emotions..."Bravery is saying no to what you believe is no..Sacrifice is saying not to what you think is yes. Confidence is saying yes to what you think is yes. Trusting is saying yes to what you think is no". The way you deal with your struggles depends on how you view them...Always remember: There are no hopeless situation, only people who think hopelessly. In this life, you can't avoid gossips and unkind words from others. Whatever you do, you can't please everybody . but remember....if you were not worth anything, they wouldn't bother....:)^^^

```Wrong TiMing!!!!

.....wait wait wait....I am just wondering how it happens and how it goes..? Why is it that the time appeared below is not the same as my pc's???Why why why?How can I fix this?It's already 1:12 am.How come it's 8:33 am in there?tsk tsk tsk.mmmm. lemme check again. I don't like this, huh.!!Dont cha!

...Any help?please.......?


..coz you know what,,I am not really a connoisseur on this kind of art.Yeah, I consider this as an art .My masterpiece..I don't even know how to layout or beautify,blah blah blah...just..maybe nothing special to many but it means to me. It is where I can put my thoughts into words , my freedom of expression is nothing but a mere whim.

My first online classes

Hello everyone! I'm done with my online classes tonight. I did my part. At least my employer from Korea sent a message to my chatboard that I did a good job and that my students like me. Hmm..They don't know I din't

like them..ahhm just some of them, maybe they don't like me too,ahaha!I was steaming a while ago 'coz you know,most of them are kids whom I really hate!!It's so difficult for me to please kids besides I used to teach adults. Actually, I am working on this just to see if it'll click. In fact, I am still connected with my previous company,I just filed a two-month leave. A sick leave,rather. Well, I'm not lying at all. It's fact. If you only knew *sigh*.

I missed my Japanese, Korean, Chinese/Taiwanese , Arabian , etc. etc. students. They are all adults and professionals however, at this pace, I describe them as very naughty and shucksssss most of them don't know the essence of learning. Well,,someday they'll all realized that what they had gone through were all for their own goods and benefits.

and..

Hmm..Perhaps, they're thinkin' that I am so terror or very serious or whatever. Ohhh!!I don't know how long can I be able to handle this predicament , yeah..it is. I hope and pray this won't drive me to tiredness. 'Coz right now, right now,..right now. I don't know. All I know is I am sleepy.I gotta fall now..Jal ga!

oyasuminasai:::)

This is Joanne...signing off !

TiDbiTs*** thOuGhts

Allow me to post these essentials. I used to read them when I was in agony and great despair. These had been the reason why I din't seek for any answers though I am longing for them.

" I didn't ask for it to be over , but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets."

"Sometimes we need to forget about the people from our past because there must have been good reasons why they didn't make it to our present"

" I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather mend it as it was at it's best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."

-Margaret Mitchell-

"It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all"

- Samuel Butter-

" For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin-real life. But there was always some obstacles in the way , something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served , a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my LIFE"

-Alfred D. Souza-

" Don't waste your thoughts for someone who don't hunger for them"

"If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes."

- St. Clement of Alexandra-

And these have helped me see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, reassure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time.. And remember that TIME waits for no one.

" Happiness is a journey, not a destination."

DO YOU AGREE?

a neophyte

Woaaahh!!I really don't know how to begin.
Yeah,it's so hard to start from the beginnin'. But,here it goes, I have successfully named my blog. Well, I'm just a novice and I know I can't make this perfect like those I have read. Well, I admit I am not an accomplished blogger so, it may have some flaws and maybe a bit sporadic. But...anyway, It's my blog, so just sit back and relax and read the realms of this day to day sequel of my life.Who knows, we share the same story.*wink*